Okay so looking at old skype pictures was definitely a huge fucking mistake. I can’t take how much this is hurting me. I’m so god damn in love with someone who doesn’t feel the same way anymore. It makes me never wan’t to love again. I’m so miserable and I hate it. I can never forgive myself for letting this happen. This is hell. I want to go to sleep and never wake up, because at least in my dreams I can be happy with you again. That’s all I want, to be happy with you. It’s the only thing I want.